www.shuyiangie28.blogspot.com

Haha I decided to change my blog website cos blogdrive's server dun seems to be stable...and I have given it LOTS of chances but still the same own problems...

Everytime I publish a new entry, it is NOT shown on my website until 1 or 2 days later...frustrating!!....

And I realised at times, I couldn't even go into the website...and it takes AGES to load the whole page....Zzzz...

I have ENOUGH of tat and decided to shift to blogspot.com....

But I am abit lazy to copy paste the history of my entries into the new website so if you ppl wanna read my old entries, you will have to come back to blogdrive to retrieve...

No worries, I will have a LINK at my new website for you to come back to the old blog...

And the new blog website is a bit plain and simple...give me some time to edit k....but at least I managed to put in music into the new site, so that should be gd enough....

OKIE....here is my new website:

www.shuyiangie28.blogspot.com


Tata...see you there.... =>

YOZ!!! haha seems like "donkey years" since I last updated my blog... =P

I am pretty busy with work and so I dun really have the time to sit down to blog....

I am sick, coughing quite badly and my boss has to force me to take a day off...and that is why I can have the chance to sit down to type this entry...

Guess the next entry will definitely be weeks later or maybe months later ba...

Okie...I found a part time job as a packer...flexible hours and most importantly is that I can work with my childhood friend, Weishi...

It is a small company with just four ppl working and the office is designed like a home. Boss is very good and understanding. I like his way of doing business and his 100% concerned abt his clients' stand.

This company deals with animation products. People purchase the products online, either at his website or through Ebay and I am supposed to pack the items and arranged Singpost to pickup the items to be shipped out...

Yup...simple duties...the only tedious part is to recognize the item and finding it from our stock.

Basically I only need to work 5 hours per day and 5 days in a week for this part time job. But due to high volume of purchases, I have been doing 8 hours most of the days...and that explains why I am busy with work... =P

If you are curious, maybe you can peep into the website and maybe you can do some online purchases... =>

http://www.animaxworld.com

And yesterday I went for an interview at Starhub...introduced by Andy Tan's friend. Workiing in office, answering calls from internal sales personnel in Starhub.  When you go and apply a service line, the person will call to Starhub to check if you are eligible to apply for a line or not and I might be the one who answer the call... =>

Yes I got that job too... => And for tat, I need to work 5 days a week, including both Sat and Sun....and need to work at least 8.5 hours in a day for tat....

So, combined this two jobs, means I will have to work more than 12 hours on most of the days....and tat is why NO TIME for extra entertainment...or blogging... =P

Aiya...you all can just imagine that I went to Cambodia lor...if I really go there, I also wun have time for entertainment or meeting up with you all... =P

What to do...I need to earn $$ and save up for my studies....I am not as lucky as those ppl who have parents to pay for their school fees etc.

My parents are not supportive of my decisions too....so I shall fight for my own decisions....dun wanna them to keep NAGGING that I am wrong here and there....

I am just doing what I like....and it is like ppl keep asking me why I dun go and look for a job related to Engineering and I can earn more with my diploma....

Frankly speaking, till now I cannot imagine myself working in Engineering field...and maybe tat is the reason why I really really dun feel like continuing my Engineering degree....

Ppl tell me that it is not necessary to find a job related to Engineering when I completed my degree...it is the level of education that matters....somehow true but you will get HIGHER pay if you are working in tat field, isn't it?

So if I find a job NOT related to Engineering with my Engineering degree, I still get a lower pay.....correct??

In tat case, why dun I come out to work now and find jobs tat I enjoy...nice working environment with sweet colleagues and work harder and save up for degree tat I am of interest??

Haha...easier said than done cos not easy to save $$ too...u see this stupid world...EVERYTHING need $$ and EVERYTHING shoot up and get more expensive each day...

Maybe today I earn $2000 and I can save $500...then next minute I can only save $300 cos electricity bill rate goes up...then another minute I can only save a pathetic $100 cos medical fees shoot up or hdphone usage overshot....

What is the MOST irritating part is that I am STILL holding a pay of $2000!!!

Okie...maybe after working for 2 years, I got a pathetic increment of $100....and then another 1 year or so, another increment of $100.....

Hmmz.....so WHAT??!!!! the rate of increment of pay can NEVER catch up with the standard of living....!!

LOLx....sounds so damn true rite....

And most importantly is tat...u never know when you will die....maybe after fighting so hard to get a degree and then forcing myself to work in Engineering field, facing disgusting colleagues {it usually happens when the pay is higher}, I might get knocked by a car some day and just die.....

And worse is that I die with REGRETS in life and I die WITHOUT smiling cos I wasn't happy in my life.....

Haha my description very extreme hor... =P But you cannot deny that what I have said is correct.... =P

So I still choose to be HAPPY in my life....doing things I like cos I have the right to do so.....

Fine...I also cannot deny that there is the possibility that you can find a HIGH pay job with nice working environment and sweet colleagues....but what is the percentage of success in there?? maybe 1 to 5% chance of getting that DREAM JOB....

I dun think I am that lucky.... =P

Yes, maybe I can CHOOSE the job....reject those that I feel that it is no good or quit if I find that it is not suitable and keep on changing jobs or continue being jobless until I find the DREAM JOB....

BUT a matter of fact is that I cannot afford to be doing that....without a job means without income and with basic needs of food, I might starve to death someday....

Yah, angie thinks a lot... =P

OH the stupid DBS....always make me walk the extra steps to get the SECURE pin...everytime I log into the website, it prompts me for the secure pin and I have to walk out into the living room to get the secure device....Zzzz...

Aiya, talk so much a bit thirsty....CRAP!! angie is not talking wat....is TYPING....LOLx....

I will start work at Starhub on coming Monday...all the best to me.... =>

Wow the movie "Death Note" is VERY VERY nice....I love the two smart boys --> Light and "L".....of cos I prefer "L" cos Light sacrificed his girlfriend which means he is becoming ruthless!!....

I love the story plot....the way "L" tries to crack the case --> remembering how he gathers the timing of the deaths and concludes that the killer is a student...and of cos the part where he was holding the packet of potato chips in front of Light...haha...he is so DAMN smart!!....and the way he concentrate when he was viewing the videos....

He looks very ATTRACTIVE when he is thinking and serious...wahaha....

And the whole part where Light manipulates the FBI agent to kill the other 11 FBI agents and leader....and of cos the part where he still kill using his LEFT hand to write on the death note and a mini TV INSIDE the packet of potato chips....

Oh ya....Death note part 2 will come in December...cannot wait to watch it...but it seems MUCH MORE complicated and I believe that you will be damn confused if you never watch Death note part 1.....

Hmmz...I dun understand the last part of the Death note part 1....why did the man die when he tries to kill the actress??....and why is there a book there?? Is tat "Death Note?" cos it is not in English...hmmz...maybe tat will be answered in part 2 ba....

Oh ya...8 of us bowled at Safra Yishun yday...this time three "newcomers"....Lionel, Andy Tan and Andy's friend, Fiona...and also the same gang, Roger, Stanley, Vivian, Kenny and me...Stephan flies us aeroplane AGAIN...always last min cannot make it one...

Next time we dun give her face le.... =P

Too bad Vera, Alex, Joyln and Ervin cannot join us...hopefully next time they join in...

We going for another round next Thurs.... => hopefully we have more of us joining...

Haha...watching the SuperStar show now...broadcasting those being eliminated one...

Be back for blogging again....

 

 

Hmmz...I attended Alex's ah ma's funeral today...went with Vera...

The petite old lady is very nice one...I still remember how she gave us Ang Bao during CNY...and still remember there is ONCE I played mahjong with her and Alex's mum and Alex's aunt...

I was in fact a bit nervous when we reached the entrance of peach garden..I was wondering how am I going to face the big family after breaking up with Alex....

But of cos they are nice chaps and so why should I be afraid..and breaking up is a normal thing...I just hope to pay my last respect to the old lady who had left some memories in me...

I was contradicting abt how to address the family before I went into the house and I decided to address them as usual, the way Alex addresses them....cos I respect them and I still remembered how nice they treated me in the past....

The feelings are very confusing...I feel sad abt the whole event....I believe I will somehow miss them...all of them...I tried to fight back the tears in me...

All these are fated....it is history but of cos will always be in my memories...

I saw Alex's parents and Elder brother, Adrian and his family...addressed them and can sense the awkwardness in us...I miss the parents...

They treated me like their own....his dad will cook for me and always take note that I dun really take spicy food...his mum will also take care of me when I am sick...

I will just treat their house just like my own home....

I can feel family warmth which I dun feel in my own home...

BUT all these are just temporary and they have to be history cos I am no longer Alex's girlfriend....and without saying, will not be the wife of his, neither the daughter-in-law of them....

I once msg Ruishi, asking if she is interested to acc. me to meet up with the parents for a meal or something but she finds that it is better to erase the history cos she is already attached happily and leads her own life now...

I understand tat cos she dun wish to remember the unhappy stuff....maybe I am slightly different...cos Alex didn't betray me at all....and we are still friends...

Anyway, I went inside to take a look at Ah ma...when I arrived and before I leave...saw my favourite uncle of Alex too...7th uncle...he shaked my hand and smiled...

3rd aunt, wife of his 3rd uncle also smiled at me....yah she was the aunt whom I played mahjong with too... => Genevieve's mother...a very cheerful lady....

Saw Alex's dad too...he permed his hair...hehe...looked funny... =P

And the two kids of Adrian has grown up...taller and they are getting more alike...I almost cannot differentiate them....opps... =P

In fact, I wonder.....will this be the last time I see them.....haiz....guess this is part and parcel of life ba....life still go on.....

Before leaving, I sort of comforted Alex's mum and said that I will meet her up for a meal or something when I am free and she replied "Really?...dun forget wor...."

3rd aunt was sitting with her and then I go "Next time can play mahjong together..." but then noticed that there are only three of us...3rd aunt then commented that 7th aunt can join us... =>

Yah...I still hope to keep in contact with the sweet ladies...cos they were nice to me in the past....I wun forget....

BUT....I believe someday all these will just fade away....when Alex get to know a new girlfriend....and when I also busy with my life with my boyfriend and his family, all these will just fade away....

THIS is life............................but I will always remember this big family.... =>

Oh ya....tomolo Alex's 2nd bro is getting married...no matter what mistakes he had made in the past, I sincerely wish that his marriage will be a blissful one and hope that he will lead a happy life ahead....

Cos this 2nd bro of Alex will always be that SOMEONE who always "scared" me in the middle of the night when I walked around in the kitchen....haha...

7th uncle's little son is also growing up....he can even walk on his own now....see...this is life...life goes on and on, with no allowance for u to stop...

Alex drove us to the Paya Lebar MRT with Genevieve too...yah this cheerful pretty cute cousin of his......she simply enjoy teasing Alex and I enjoy ganging up with her to do tat too...haha...big bullies!!.... =P

Oh...never get to see Keith...guess he must be using his computer in the room....

I am sorry Alex.....once again...I know I hurt u badly but guess all these are destined....we are just not fated to be together but I treasured the memories we had for the past two years....

I sincerely hope you will find the ONE who will treasure you as much as how you treasure her....

Alex.....learn to be more decisive in life ok...learn to be more thoughtful for people around you as well....not just your girlfriend alone....it is sweet to just have your life surrounded around your girlfriend but I believe there are a lot more things in life that need your attention too....

Treasure EVERY single person in your life especially your parents....they love you and you better STOP ur rubbish and STOP being a KING at home....LOLx.. =P

Oh ya....suddenly remember that you THIS KING has been demoted cos there is a new QUEEN in your family...hehe... =P

Always think before you talk....dun always crap around...ppl dun take u seriously ok.... =>

I know you are serious but sometimes you need to SHOW ppl that you are really serious and not just JOKINGLY tell ppl that you are serious...who will believe...right... =>

You know I will always be the friend there for you....

Last but not least....really really thanks for all the past memories you given me....and I am very very sorry that I chose to give up our relationship....take care always and ride carefully always....

Tata..........................................

Oh ya...in fact I wanted to blog abt my Cambodia trip thingy too but it is now 447am already and I still need to wake up early tomolo morning for bowling....so next entry ok.... =>

Hmmz...AND I am thankful that Stanley is such an understanding bf...I was even scared that he will mind me going to the wake....in fact he encouraged me to go and even said "Of cos you must go...."....

I am very lucky and fortunate to meet these guys in my life....

Thanks for all the patience and love you all have been showing me....and I know friends and family around me are very worried abt me....

Dun worry....I will stand strong no matter what...I will definitely find the directions in my life soon....although the path in front of me is DAMN DAMN dark...but I really really hope I can see the light soon....angie JIAYOU!!.... => 

 

 

Today is a super busy day...Stanley rented a car and we planned many things...

Firstly out for lunch of cos...had our favourite Laksa and then of cos my bubble tea..

Off we set to NTU to get my stuff from Hazel's room...cos she is not staying there from december onwards....

Sweat sia...we made THREE trips up and down to clear the stuff, got to climb 3 storeys lor...

Luckily got my bubble tea to comfort me a bit... =P

After that we went to NYP....haha...to collect my CERT...FINALLY....wow haha....dun know where the heck was my cert and so I have requested to reprint it for $21!!....

And I bought bubble tea AGAIN cos I miss the bubble tea in NYP....hehe...

Bought oranges and two packets of vegetarian rice (going to visit my grandfather and uncle at the temple)

So we travelled to Bedok area BUT.......................................

It was closed...the opening hours is 830am to 430pm and we reached there at around 445pm....Zzzzz.....

And we planned to go there the next day morning before returning the car.....

After which, Stanley sent me home to rest while he go for his tuition at AMK....

Traffic jam lor....and we only managed to reach my house at around 6plus, not forgetting that we still need to carry the NTU stuff up....

Forced him to take dinner first....cos tuition will end late...and we took the two packets of vegetarian rice....

Wanted to nap a while before Stanley comes to pick me up for supper with the gang...but wanted to watch the 9pm show so I never sleep.....

And worse....I feel sick...throat becomes dry...SIANZ....but no choice still have to go for the supper cos it is me who jio them one....

Andy Tan called and we chatted a while...he must be so upset that his brother is leaving for Australia for months....poor him..hope he can find happiness soon... =>

Stanley finished his tuition and came to pick me up at around 1015pm...and rushed to fetch Ervin from Lucky Chinatown...and then rushed to Geylang to meet up with the others....

Had Dim Sum and I only ate a bit cos mostly fried stuff and my throat is killing me...

After makan, me and Stanley went to search for 24 hours car wash...wanted to experience it hehe...

And then Stanley drove me to Punggol end to learn driving...LOLx...had the SHOCK of my life...it was SO DARK and the road was rocky...couldn't see the path in front...and few times I just BRAKED cos I dun know how....

And ONE TIME we were just at the edge before the river....haha...imagine if I never brake, think we will just plunged into the river with the car....LOLx...

Then I requested to go to a brighter place to learn...and I managed to drive straight, and turn right only...once I have to make a U-turn but this Stanley never teach me how to do a U-turn with the steering wheel and I just anyhow control...

But we went straight and I get anxious and accelerate too much...almost knock onto the pillar at the side and I quickly braked.....LOLx....

Almost accident twice in one night... =P

Then Stanley teach me how to U-turn but I still dun dare to try...so I continued to practise driving straight and changing gear and the correct way of braking...CONFUSING.....LOLx....

And my sickness getting worse so I wanted to go 24hrs clinic for consultation....and Stanley drove to AMK to see doctor....the just awakened nurse informed us that the consultation fee is $63 and Stanley said ok....

OMG!!....my weight is THE SAME as Stanley!!....I want to die !!!! SIANZ!!....

Went into the room to see doctor...he also just wake up...oppz...

Told him my problems and he took my temperature --> slight fever....

Okie...off we go, waiting for the bill....the third SHOCK of the night...$157!!!....

Almost fainted and I was super guilty cos I should have just tahan till next day and see normal doctor at normal hours lor....

IT'S TOO LATE for regrets....already seen doctor...better get well, if not I will go back to the clinic to make noise...haha...

Okie, I feel better le and doctor even called me this afternoon to check if I am feeling better....yah this is the additional service provided for a $157 bill.....haha...

Told him abt some nauseous feeling and he mentioned it could be due to one of the medication...and he mentioned that I can bring back the medication back for refund if I not taking it....

Yah I decided not to take that medication cos really feel bad after taking it....

Okie...time to watch TV....tata...